I am in a constant state of 'up/down'. I have no clue from one minute to the next if I'm pregnant or not. I did get my progesterone, so I was only a few hours behind in taking it today.  I have zero symptoms of being pregnant except for the missing period.  I've had a few odd feelings over the past few days, but there can be several reasons for each of them, that have nothing to do with me being pregnant.

Earlier today I was looking at maternity clothing online; even though I doubt I'll ever actually wear maternity clothing b/c of my size.

Then I was looking at miscarriages and how they related to low progesterone; then I found a website where someone said that blood tests when someone is on progesterone supplements is generally useless b/c of how the progesterone gets absorbed into the ute, not the blood.

I found out earlier today that a girl we go to church with is pregnant, and due in Feb.  If I lose this baby her pregnancy is going to be really hard for me.  Part of the problem is that this particular person is constantly asking me if I seriously want a kid; and if I do I could take her's for the day to see what it's like. Yes, she knows what I'm going thru, and is trying to pass her child off to me (as a joke).  Well, it ain't funny; and now she's pregnant with a second one.

Anyway, I'm all over the board today, not sure what to think/do.  Hopefully we get good numbers tomorrow.

I spoke with Shaft earlier today, and he's actually starting to get excited about this pregnancy; I just hope that this baby sticks, and I will be able to make him a father.

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I have no clue why the layout is all funky... maybe it's like the question marks from a couple of weeks ago; that it'll go away on it's own.

Emi, I had very low progesterone with AJ--my RE braced me for another m/c. But he turned out just fine. ((hugs)) I know how hard this is!

Thanks Kate - I am still praying this baby wants to hang around. I know I'll make a great momma - this babe's just gotta give me a chance :)

I know it's easier said than done (because I've been there before) but the worst thing you can do is worry about it. Turn those worries into prayers :)

And I know who you're talking about at church. Put her in her place and don't worry about hurting her feelings b/c she is obviously not sensitive to yours. Until you do, she'll continue with the inappropriate comments. I finally did that with all the miscarriage comments I got and the only regret I had was that I hadn't done it sooner.

As far as your symptoms go, I didn't really have many either (besides fatigue) and I was lucky enough not to have morning sickness so no symptoms isn't always a bad thing...sometimes it's a blessing! :)

I didn't have any symptoms with the first one until a couple of days before 6 wks, and then it hit and it just got ugly after that! Puking for WEEKS!! So, enjoy it if you don't have symptoms! Some people really feel great while pregnant. I've never been so blessed, but I know many that are!